Dear Jesus this is starting to become more and more difficult for me, I need a sign telling me that she’s doing better than she would’ve been when she’s was here. Give me a sign to help me get through this, even in my darkest hours during the day and night. I need some way for me to release my sadness so that she can move on to the other side, hoping that she’s in a better place in the after life.
I know, I’ve done my wrong deeds, and I’ve already paid my debts for them. I know I can’t bring the past back even if the memories keep playing on my mind everywhere I go, and everywhere I look I see her face. I’m stuck at a fork in the road one way to walk through with hold backs or the other take the risk to walk through it and go up against all odds.