You’re Mine and Always Will be Mine

I loved you then, I love you now, I will love you no matter what. You are mine and you’re always going to be mine, let nothing hurt you because you have me. I’ll protect you, I’ll keep you safe, I’ll hold you when you can’t walk, I’ll catch you when you fall. I’ll be there for you, just listen to me. Come back, come back, you know you’re a better person, you know you can get through this and you’ll make it out of the darkness.

If the dark shadow hurts you, he will hurt me, I know that you won’t let it slide. You know we were meant to be, you know I’m right for you, so set yourself free of his evil wrath, and be proud to say that you’re mine. One night is not enough, one day with you is never enough, but a lifetime with you is always enough because with everything falls into place.

A Dream Of Fear

Another night, another day, another time, we all broke down, we all fell off the edge of life, we all felt that our world was ending. When I woke up this morning I wondered to myself why apart of me was so scared, when my dream was in an airport. I figured out what was missing what I was looking for, it was a child. A child that was missing from my arms, a child that was missing from my eyesight and presence.

So tiny and yet so precious, I panicked attempting to look for them. Losing my mind and thoughts to search any further for them, my happiness had left my face when there was no sight of the very small and precious child. So alone I felt until finally something in my gave me the courage to find them while waiting for the person whom was to be meet me at the airport.

There was the child, holding hands with the person I was to meet at the airport and a large smile on their face, telling me, “Look Mommy, I found them!”There I stood, stood in tears of happiness and full of joy, knowing that I found one of the most precious things in my life. My child the one thing that changed my life back in the day.

Next thing I know, I see myself in a large house, yes, a large house. A mansion, it could have been, although construction was going about, workers looked at me as if something was going wrong as they work. Something that filled me with anger, knowing that it was secretly planned before the construction manager and the owner of the house met and negotiated what was needed to be done to extend the house and decorators popped into the picture.

Around the house I walked, walked into every floor, to every room, checking if everything was in place. But something was missing, not sure where it was, not sure what it was, but there was something missing around the house, although everything was still in the exact places it was left before the construction began. The next day of the dream parts of the house was empty and the house was too quiet. I kept walking around looking everywhere, trying to find what’s really going. Attempting to find the mystery behind the mischievous smile of every worker in the house.

Heaven Caught Us At The Heart

If heaven wasn’t so far away we’d all be able to moved to heaven and back. If people didn’t pass the way they do we’d be able to tell them what we should have told them before they left. If life wasn’t as cruel as it is, the world would still not be called utopia. The first loves are the ones that never die, but they are also the ones that can leave to give someone else a better chance to make you learn and become better as a person. When a heartbreak hit we feel like its already the end of the world, when its really the beginning of life’s challenges.

If you are blamed for the actions of someone else whom you’ve been trying to get away from, you ask yourself, how the hell am I being blamed for your obsession and stupidity? Then you look back at the stupidity that caused it and wish you could take it all back but you can’t, because its all been said and done. Then again you remind yourself that you had the right to do what you did to take revenge, since you didn’t start it in the beginning and you did a family member of the person a favor by letting them go.

But if you’re blamed for your actions that was only the reaction for what was suppose to end the problem after putting out the fire so many times. Sometimes, you have to let your past go even if you had made many regretful mistakes, and just keep moving forward to not make your past your future. When all is said and done, you finally feel like a weight has been lifted off your chest after you have met someone new.

After you’ve met someone who loves and cherishes you, someone who does everything they can to let you know and makes sure that you know they will never leave your side. Someone who does everything he can and knows what he can do to make you safe and protected as long as he lives. Someone who promises the world to you as he pictures the rest of his life with you. He brought my the light, the sunshine in my eyes, he brought me the happiness and smiles that there’s always a tomorrow even if we can’t stop time. He’s my bright eyes and the one that will always be in my heart.