Bitter Sweet Lies Get To You

Life will begin at its worst before its at its best. Some say those sweet words that make you smile, a lot but could those same words be bitter sweet lies? You will never know until happens, and you start thinking about it again. Of course you’d always say you put yourself first before anyone, then when something good happens, a part of you feels like its too good to be true.

When you suppress your own anger to not take it out on others, you’re own thoughts become limited to what you and the other person would have left. Some people would say guys are guilty until proven innocent, which is true. If they prove you wrong and they can get along with almost everyone you know even you’re friend and family, then you know you have someone who’s good.

But if not then its time to move on to the next. Don’t get me wrong, even men have the same generalization about women, that sounds even more harsh. But when you have a heart that’s been broken too many times, you either have two options, to really not care at all but yourself, or just move on with life to be better.

See You

Take a step back from the past events that has just happened to you. You’re in a situation where you’re confused and you believe thinking with your heart is that best choice for you at the moment. Keep the person at the back of your mind and start thinking more about yourself. You knew you already had you’re plans set, but it was pushed aside and you let the other person into your head, knowing what would happen. When you try to stop something you need to keep going until they give up.

A broken heart isn’t really a broken heart, but its only another piece that’s been taken off your plate to see, how much longer you have to reach the end of the larger picture. Now you’re plan is still set, but you need to piece together what makes you, what makes you who you are before you met them. You know you have to think with more than your heart, and you can’t fly, but you still have that ground that you’ve been walking on since you started crawling. You still have that courage in your heart to pull you through any.

If you took you’re negative side to bring you to where you are now, keep using that same side to get yourself to see the real path for you to break through this and move forward. The unexpected will hit you, but you need to decide whether its right or not, and you, yourself can’t not wait for the world to change. Since the world will never wait for you to change, your an angel of your own to others and other people are angels of their own to you.

With You Everything Is At Peace

In my eyes you’re perfect, you’re perfect to me there’s no love like your love, there’s nowhere unless you’re there and without you, I wouldn’t be as happy. You caught me by the heart and brought a curve to my smile,and the pink in my blush.

You’re my happiness, my joy, and the love of my life, you complete me. You’re my missing puzzle piece. You’ve got my heart, you’ve got my love, you’ve got me. There’s not a day I don’t miss you, there’s not a time I don’t think about you. There’s not a place that I never want to be with you, you’re the one for me, and I love you always and forever.

 There’s no one that compares to you, there’s no one that grabbed me by the heart, there’s nobody who can sweep me off my feet like you do. Because there’s no one in this world that can keep me as happy as you can. I love you so much hubby, you’re the best. As long as you are by my side, I shall never be broken, only these moments that we share will always be the best memories in history.

Every night I think of you I always smile and I’m still very surprised that I found someone so amazing so sweet all I can do is smile. Every time I think of you I fall for you more and more, each and everyday. I love you more and more, everything you do makes me smile and laugh more than you’ll ever know.

You got me from the heart and made me smile in an instant. You make me happier more than anyone ever did, you made me more of me, and not let me hide who I really am. There’s no one who can ever make me feel the way you do.

Its Easy To Pretend

Its looks easy but what he doesn’t know is how hard it is to make things looks so easy. I could just walk out the door and pretend like nothing really happened, or just try my best to moved on knowing that part of me doesn’t want to let go yet. It becomes easy when you have to figure things out yourself, and still wonder if the other person thinks of you or still wants you around. It takes time to be you, but it takes less time to be someone else, no one can be anyone but you.

Every night, I look up and always see his face in the dark, knowing that I can’t have him on my mind. I keep my eyes open and wonder when it will be over. I keep looking forward and taking everything day by day one step at a time. But everything just becomes easier only when you think of all the things that you know you shouldn’t have done, when they never listened, or when you just only did things to make them happy.

But yet, I can still move and it looks easy that you’d think I’ve already moved on, when I’m almost not even close to it at all, since the only thing that puts me anywhere near there, is when I think of all the times we’ve argued about what seemed to be useless to me.

And still I regret a few things because I know you never found out about it, and what makes it so much more worse is that you thought you understood what I was talking about, but never really thought about it or really understood it either.

Not everything can be done for you, nor given to you like a baby being fed. Most of the time you have to do everything on you’re on and every time you make it seem like you’re doing something for you, but instead you have others doing it for you, which makes me wonder if you’re still keeping anything from me.

No matter how much I doubt that there’s nothing hidden from me, I somehow find out do you attempt something without saying that you’re really not trying to do anything. Then denying it makes it all the more difficult because of how everything is.