So I have not been on here because I was learning things. Things that I needed to learn. And you know what I learned? I learn that you don’t have to do everything yourself. That you should listen to your body when it can no longer go on anymore and you should ask for help. Those around you are willing to help so if you need help simply ask. Ask for a little break, a little resting period then once you got that bit of rest get up again and continued. Before you know it the task that had appeared impossible before is now done. But listen to your body. You only have one. And to your family there is only one of you and you are irreplaceable. So take care of your self.